Gwed

~Anessa~
My best friends grandpa is on his death bed as I am typing this. Should I care? No one cared when I was in this situation myself, so why should I return the favor that was never given? Ack. I don't think I can sit with her on the bus tomorrow. Maybe I'll sit with the cute guy with the purdy blue eyes. Okay, so maybe if I would have known her when my grandpa and great-grandma died, she would have been there. But she was there throughout the whole suicide thing. So maybe I should return *that* favor. *pulls out hair* I dont know what to do!!
Sorry to ramble this whole thing, but sadly you guys are the only actual people I talk to, even if its just online. Namarie